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Before I Walk Away

Before I walk away, I wrote this on New Year’s Day. Can’t really recall what triggered it though. It’s just somber and sad. It’s from way back, when I wrote a lot.


Before I walk away, I shall speak my mind
How does something so sure never come to be?
How come you and I never became?
How?
I don’t beat up myself because of us anymore
Like the pulp that was beat up to birth the gray paper on which I imprint my thoughts
I don’t

Before I walk away, I should say I don’t feel hurt that you walked away into the sunset
All things work together for good
It is for good I believe we don’t walk together anymore
I loved you,
I guess you loved me too

Before I walk away, let this note stand forever
A testament to a love that may have grown old
Let this note spring forth other notes uniting and giving me sad music
That will accompany me as I walk away

Before I walk away, let it be known that I am not sad
I never regret the moments we had
However, you my dear, you are consigned to the arms of posterity
Like the year 2012, you have no place in my calendars
I love you but its time I walk away

I have done all I said I would do before I walk away
So with gentle confident steps I walk away

For I have no reason to stay.
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